{"product_id":"all-of-this-a-memoir-of-death-and-desire-1","title":"All of This","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e“Beautifully written, complex, provocative, painful, genuine...an unforgettable memoir.”—ROXANE GAY\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e“Wonderfully lyrical and uncomfortably honest in a way that is so rare, yet so needed.”—JENNY LAWSON\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e“Disturbing and profound, this intimate book also reveals the sometimes-labyrinthine nature of the bonds that unite people in love...A provocative and memorable work.”—\u003ci\u003eKirkus Reviews\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAfter years of struggling in a tumultuous marriage, writer Rebecca Woolf was finally ready to leave her husband. Two weeks after telling him she wanted a divorce, he was diagnosed with stage four pancreatic cancer. Four months later, at the age of forty-four, he died.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn \u003ci\u003eAll of This\u003c\/i\u003e, Woolf chronicles the months before her husband’s death—and her rebirth after he was gone. With rigorous honesty and incredible awareness, she reflects on the end of her marriage: how her husband’s illness finally gave her the space to make peace with his humanity and her own.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStunning, compelling, and brilliantly nuanced, \u003ci\u003eAll of This\u003c\/i\u003e is one woman’s story of embracing the complexities of grief without shame—as a mother, a widow, and a sexual being—and emerging on the other side of a relationship with gratitude and relief.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis unflinching memoir explores:\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eComplicated Grief:\u003c\/b\u003e What does mourning look like when it's for the husband you were preparing to leave? Woolf navigates the messy, unspeakable truth of feeling relief in the midst of loss.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eMarriage and Divorce:\u003c\/b\u003e A raw look at the end of a tumultuous marriage and the unexpected clarity that comes when a terminal illness forces a final, painful, and compassionate reckoning.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eCaretaking Under Duress:\u003c\/b\u003e From hospital rooms to hospice at home, this is the story of becoming a caretaker for the person whose presence had felt paralyzing, and making peace with his humanity—and her own.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eA Woman's Rebirth:\u003c\/b\u003e An exploration of identity after loss, embracing life without shame as a mother, a widow, and a sexual being on her own terms for the first time.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e","brand":"HarperCollins Publishers Inc","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47243472961880,"sku":"9780063206779","price":18.5,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0278\/1295\/4195\/files\/9780063206779_77331996-cbe2-48ab-a8ed-b96de2e2c20d.jpg?v=1780986651","url":"https:\/\/agendabookshop.com\/products\/all-of-this-a-memoir-of-death-and-desire-1","provider":"Agenda Bookshop","version":"1.0","type":"link"}