{"product_id":"how-to-murder-your-life","title":"How to Murder Your Life","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e'I was twenty-six years old and an associate \u003cb\u003ebeauty editor\u003c\/b\u003e at Lucky, one of the \u003cb\u003etop fashion magazines\u003c\/b\u003e in America. That’s all that most people knew about me. But beneath the surface, I was full of secrets: I was a \u003cb\u003edrug addict\u003c\/b\u003e, for one. \u003cb\u003eA pillhead\u003c\/b\u003e. I was also an \u003cb\u003ealcoholic-in-training\u003c\/b\u003e who guzzled warm Veuve Clicquot after work alone in my boss’s office with the door closed; a conniving and manipulative \u003cb\u003euptown doctor-shopper\u003c\/b\u003e; a salami-and-provolone-puking \u003cb\u003ebulimic\u003c\/b\u003e who spent a hundred dollars a day on binge foods when things got bad (and they got bad often); a weepy, \u003c\/i\u003e\u003ci\u003ewobbly, wildly \u003cb\u003ehallucination-prone insomniac\u003c\/b\u003e; a tweaky self-mutilator; a slutty and self-loathing\u003cb\u003e downtown party girl\u003c\/b\u003e; and – perhaps most of all – a lonely weirdo. \u003cb\u003eBut, you know, I had access to some really fantastic self-tanner.\u003c\/b\u003e'\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBy the age of 15, Cat Marnell longed to work in the glamorous world of women's magazines - but was also addicted to the ADHD meds prescribed by her father. Within 10 years she was living it up in New York as a beauty editor at Condé Nast, with a talent for 'doctor-shopping' that secured her a never-ending supply of prescribed amphetamines. Her life had become a twisted merry-go-round of parties and pills at night, while she struggled to hold down her high-profile job during the day. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWitty, magnetic and penetrating - prompting comparisons to Bret Easton Ellis and Charles Bukowski - Cat Marnell reveals essential truths about her generation, brilliantly uncovering the many aspects of being an addict with pin-sharp humour and beguiling style.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e'New York's enfant terrible...Her talent has resided in her uncanny ability to write about addiction from the untidy, unsafe, unhappy epicentre of the disease, rather than from some writerly remove.' \u003c\/b\u003e\u003ci\u003eTelegraph\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e'\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cb\u003eI LOVE this book' \u003c\/b\u003eCatriona Innes, \u003ci\u003eCosmopolitan Magazine UK\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e'An unputdownable, brilliantly written rollercoaster' \u003c\/b\u003eShappi Khorsandi\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e'Brilliantly written and harrowing and funny and honest'  \u003c\/b\u003eLouise France, \u003ci\u003eThe Times Magazine \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e'Easily one of the most anticipated memoirs of the year...[Marnell's] got an inimitable style (and oh my god, so many have tried) and a level of talent so high, it's impossible not to be rooting for her.'  \u003c\/b\u003e\u003ci\u003eNYLON\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Ebury Publishing","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":39899638562899,"sku":"9780091957360","price":19.99,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0278\/1295\/4195\/files\/9780091957360_132bc1ce-bc54-4a47-9005-a35963d96609.jpg?v=1768535137","url":"https:\/\/agendabookshop.com\/products\/how-to-murder-your-life","provider":"Agenda Bookshop","version":"1.0","type":"link"}