Afterlight

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1990s nostalgia
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absence of fathers
addiction and recovery poetry
American adolescence
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biblical allusions in modern poetry
biblical references in poetry
boyhood and grief
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coming-of-age poems
confessional male voice
contemporary debut poet
contemporary lyric poetry
contemporary religious poetry
death of friends
divine silence
early 2000s adolescence
elegiac tone
elegy for friends
emotional restraint
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faith after loss
faith and doubt
fatherless boys
forthcoming
grief and love
heartbreak and faith
holiness in the everyday
letters as poems
letters to saints
literary poetry collection
lost innocence
love and mourning
male adolescence poetry
male friendship
masculine vulnerability
Midwestern adolescence
minimalist verse
modern American poetry
modern faith and doubt
nostalgia and loss
plain language poetry
plainspoken poetry
poems about brothers
poems about friendship
poems about loss
poems about violence and tenderness
poems of redemption
poetic exploration of manhood
poetic hagiography
poetic meditations on grace
poetry about masculinity
poetry about salvation
poetry about sin and forgiveness
poetry of memory
prayer and confession poems
realism in verse
reflections on belief
rural adolescence
sacred and profane
saints and sinners
searching for God
small-town America
spiritual crisis
spiritual longing
tenderness in masculinity
the silence of God
trauma and tenderness in poetry
troubled youth
young men and mortality

Product details

  • ISBN 9781647692988
  • Dimensions: 140 x 203mm
  • Publication Date: 24 Jul 2026
  • Publisher: University of Utah Press,U.S.
  • Publication City/Country: US
  • Product Form: Paperback
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Winner of the Agha Shahid Ali Prize in Poetry

“When I wake I’m in ninth grade again,” begins “Reunion,” the first poem in Caleb Nolen’s debut collection Afterlight. These haunting, tender poems revisit the fraught adolescence of a group of boys growing up in the late 1990s and early 2000s.

Told through the voice of one of the boys who left and is later looking back, Afterlight navigates the silences left by absent fathers, early deaths, and a God who doesn't speak. Interwoven throughout are letters to saints and biblical figures: pleas for intercession and understanding that echo the speaker’s search for grace amid violence and loss. By the book’s end, the lost boys and the saints share the same hallowed space, their stories entwined. Written in plain, unsparing language, these poems reveal the tenderness within troubled masculinity and the ache of trying to love what has already vanished.

Caleb Nolen’s poems have appeared in 32 Poems, Bat City Review, Fence, The Georgia Review, Pleiades, and elsewhere. He holds an MFA from the University of Virginia and has received support from Blue Mountain Center and Bread Loaf Writers' Conference.

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